I don't even know how to describe how I feel right now. Hurt. Really hurt. Mostly hurt. I'm really thrown back. I can't believe this. I can't believe what I'm reading. I can't be fuckin dealing with this shit when I'm trying to write these two papers due tomorrow. With everything that I've done for you, this is how it goes down? Really. Wow. On some real damn shit, I don't know what to do anymore. I really felt that one. Ouch.

Lord please PLEASE please help me get through tonight. Lord please.