Can't believe how calm I've been / I am. Usually I'd be quick to go off in my head saying all this stuff about how I hate the world and people... but I don't even want to. I don't have the urge anymore. I used to think and wonder when I was going to feel free again (sounds super corny but whatev) and not stress about the dumb things and I'm sure this shows that I'm done with everything. Lately, whenever all these negative thoughts consume me, I just think of all the positive sht to outweigh it. It's much better to look at the brighter side of things anyway. God really works in mysterious ways. You never cease to amaze me.

Time flies. Change is something I'll never get over or stop talking about. It's inevitable.