coincidences were a bit too much

sometimes all you could do is regret something.. or having the other option of just not giving a fuck about what happened. i'd like to think that i really just don't care but that'd be a lie. it sucks to know that when you've got your hopes up high about something, most of the time you're bound to get hurt or disappointed in some way. i've really been trying to avoid getting too excited about things but i guess i slipped and let this get a hold of me. at the same time i still think this is the right way to go but it's the wrong time, Really wrong time. shit happens and not everything can go how you'd like it to be. i guess only time can tell. i'll be better tomorrow. wishyouthebestest & i really do mean it.

falling even more in love with you

School's almost done which means summer is right around the corner. which means auxieing YE is coming. & camping 08 & FL with my bffffllll & cali 08 & late night conversations, sleeping even later because i already sleep so late, random sleepovers, partying, good laughs, more insiders, nyc, beach, friday nights, birthdays, nc, and etcetcetc. yayay. yup, i can't complain. i'm happy with the people in my life. & HE never ceases to amaze me <3