i'm so tired of everything. peoples jokes aren't as funny anymore and they're just getting dull, played out, & to a certain extent.. annoying. i don't know what has been up with me lately but i'm just so tired of it all. i wish you could feel the way i feel. i wish you could realize all the things i've realized lately. but i know i'm the least likely person to change your perspective on things. the last person you'd think to help you out and better yourself for another. i wish i knew what went on in peoples minds. it's probably just me that thinks about it but it's so frustrating to just wonder. wonder what else is going on, what you're thinking, what you're even doing. i feel like i'm too tired to care anymore. things are different and it just seems as if people don't need me anymore so why bother at all right? right.. no need for wasted time in my life