I need to go to the beach, lay out in the sand & get a sunkissed tan. It starting to creep me out how extremely white I am. Oh & ugh I cannot wait to cut my hair. It's lookin all types of fcked up lately.

I don't even know how to describe how I feel right now. Hurt. Really hurt. Mostly hurt. I'm really thrown back. I can't believe this. I can't believe what I'm reading. I can't be fuckin dealing with this shit when I'm trying to write these two papers due tomorrow. With everything that I've done for you, this is how it goes down? Really. Wow. On some real damn shit, I don't know what to do anymore. I really felt that one. Ouch.

Lord please PLEASE please help me get through tonight. Lord please.

Sigh* Random / unexpected nights when I'm talking to you kinda gets me sick. I wish more people were like you because you actually know how to keep up a good conversation. Too bad you're tainted, lmao. Actually.. I think I just need more guy friends. Or maybe I just miss the pillow talking phase. Actually I'm just pathetic. Lmfao

Holla if you have me & fuck you if you had me. Ayeeeeee.





Anyway. I need closure. Fma.

I can't believe I used to be that girl.