Way too much shit going on in my head -_-

"Dee is slept on! Dee, you are the realest bitch."

One of the few things I remember from saturday night's festivities. Not souped at all, but it is good to know people can notice how real I am. I am not into that fake shit, seriously.

And man, I am a loyal ass fckin friend. I have morals, thank you very fckin much. Where's yours at doe? People should stop sleeping on me tho.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
- Moved my ass to the bed on the floor after val left meli's lol

What is your favorite cereal?
- Ouh, that's tough. Honey nut cheerios, frosted flakes, or corn pops!

Would you rather marry a millionaire that is unfaithful or middle class worker that only has eyes for you?
- Middle class worker, duh. It's okay.. I don't mind being the bred winner :)

Would you rather have a job that requires strength of the body or the mind?
- Mind?

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
- I believe my 14th birthday.

If you were the opposite sex for a day, what would be the first thing you’d do?
- Look at my penis, LOL

What is the scariest thing that has ever happened in your life (that you can share)?
- Death.

Would you ever consider plastic surgery?
- Nope.

What skill do you feel is stronger: your math skills or your english skills?
- Definitely english.

Are you following the Presidential race?
- No.

Do you consider yourself more of a liberal or a conservative?
- Uhm... lmao

If you could spend a day in another person’s body, living their life; who would it be and why?
- Hm.. Maybe Kimmy K!

If you had to choose, would you rather be blind or deaf?
- Sooo hard to choose... but I think deaf even tho I love musiccc.

Who is the one person who can always make you laugh?
- Panda!

If you and a member of the opposite sex were the last people on earth, but they looked like Cruella Deville and Mister Ed had a baby, would you procreate? (Just to populate the earth)?
- Yeah I guess so? Haha

What are you passionate about?
- Life.

Do you believe in abortion?
- I believe there are some crazy situations out there, but all in all, no.

What is the one trait that is mandatory in a potential partner?
- TRUST.

Where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
- Cakin. Taking up a masters degree. Happy. Settling down. & Still living the goood life.

It's the little things I seem to always remember...

I swear the time my monthly monster comes is when I start feeling sick - both literally & feeling some type of way sick..... -_- And it's the time I start analyzing my surroundings and over think about things that usually don't even matter.

I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. At times I feel lost, but then I forget all about it because I'm either drowning myself in school work or hauling ass at the gym. I guess it's bittersweet because it really helped me not think about things I don't want to fill my mind with. I'm pretty content with life. I mean like nothing bigbig is happening to me and I think it's better this way because it gives me so much more time to focus on me and strictly only me. If I'm not at home I'm most likely at school for class or going to the gym.. or at B&N and the only days I chill are fridays & saturdays. I'm even contemplating staying home on fridays to study.... Wow college has really changed me, haha.

Oh, so it has definitely almost been a week and I don't know if you would call this a withdrawal, but breaks like these definitely help me out. Ugh. I don't know what I'm saying. I'm gonna go continue to drown myself in school work.

#Randomthought... Dear Nba, I miss us and how easy it was to hang out back in the summertime. *Sigh. Too many things are changing. Imy.