Man, you're fuckin annoying.

The art of letting go in bringing You praise.

Sigh. Yet another good weekend. I love these retreats, seriously. There's something about seeing people connecting / reconnecting with God that makes me so emotional that I wanna tear up! Hehe. Anywho's. Seriously a good weekend. Waaaay toooo many good laughs that it's kinda ridiculous. Not even exaggerating when I say that I had an ab work out from laughing so much every single day at the retreat. What I love the most is when you can easily vibe with people that you've never chilled before. I swear it was meant to be that me and the girls I hung out with this weekend were brought together. It's like a giant laugh fest when we're all together. Writing this makes me miss the weekend, lol.

Holla for making new friends during this summer.

I've come to believe that there is seriously something wrong with me.



At least I'll be at YE this weekend. I swear these retreats have perfect timing every year.

The nights when I can have an actual serious conversation never fails to remind me why I'm still here. I see everything everyone else doesn't and it's bittersweet.

The things I would do just to go back in time and see you face to face. To hear your voice on the other side of the telephone. To see you come home from work. To even hear you scolding or yelling at me. To see you watching TV with daddy again. To ask you to go shopping. To just say mommy to you. Not a day goes by I don't ever wish you were still here with us. 6 years and it still hurts like it was yesterday you left us. I hate this. It's not fucking fair. Why. Why me. Why you.