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the one reason i like this time of year is cos of YLSS. i'm in such a good mood, yeeboy.

warwick avenue - duffy

i really think too much. my head might just blow up one of these days, lol just kidding. anywho's i miss you, actually i miss ALOT of people. ugh! i feel like i live in a nutshell sometimes. i mean it's not bad at all to have alone time but i'm just saying.. lol. i kinda hate saying the same thing when i'm catching up with a good friend.. "oh nothing really. same old stuff, nothing really happening" hahah. how sad. or maybe sht is happening to me but i just don't realize it. ughghg. movingggg on.. i finished catcher in the rye.. i really like that book especially the last page. i wanna re-read it again cos i read it so chopped up since we had assignments for english class. i wish i could drive already tho cos i just wanna go drive to barnes & noble and waste my life away there reading good ass books, lol. i'm so proud of myself that i've been reading so muchhh! i used to never pick up a book, just magazines & sht. speaking of books, i really hate when someone in my class is just that dumb and doesn't interpret a friggen question right. like seriously, i really think some of these people don't ever get alone time for themselves to just think about life. i think everyone should have that once in a while cos it can really help you realize so much more. my english teacher has like the best topics to have discussions about but some of these people just kill the mood with their dumb comments. i think me and english teacher would have the best conversations. she's like the sht when it comes to that stuff, hahah. okay this is getting to long and pretty pointless. tooodlez!


PS i swear this is like a repeat of 06, ewwwwwwwwwww shoot me now!!

tennis court soundtrack - daphne loves derby

christmas eve @ the hernando's was fun though i terribly miss the ruby's/magallanes. stupid arizona. i swear time goes by so fast, i hate it. i feel like i can't do anything anymore. after the party all the cof kids slept over except for one of my brothers cos he was being a goon cos he didn't have anywhere to put his contacts. what a girl! k just kidding. that was fun. pictionary never gets old. i love when we're all together, we have too much fun. lol. went home in the morning with the cuzzo's and spent christmas day at home as usual with the fam. then took a huge nap in my brothers room. he has a pretty comfy bed but definitely not as comfy as mine! lol his comforters are really comfy too but yet still not as comfy as mine. slept for like a million hours making up for the sleep time i lost from the past night cos most of us got like an hour of sleep. anywho's i don't know why i'm still even up. its 335AM & i need to be up&ready before 9 cos i'm heading to Eagle Rock in PA. pretty much a last minute thang cos i didn't know until a couple of hours ago, haha.. thru a text. lol. speaking of text, my tita was telling me how she has a family texting plan for 5 people for only 30 bucks! wow tell me thats not a good deal! it def is so i def told my pops about it so we're prob gonna get that plan cos my brother(the goon who didn't sleepover) def doesn't know how to manage his texting & always goes over. okay i'm gonna end it here and actually go to my room like what my away message really says.

letting go - janelle monae

you are the only person that could help me..


the should, could, would haves. used to be's, what was supposed to be. what should have happened, what really happened. what's gonna happen, what will happen. if i did this different, if i did that different. neverrr should've but i did it anyway. we ran out of reasons. i don't usually do this but i think i give up.


i'm tired