I don't know why I look through certain people's pictures when I know i'm going to get annoyed / pissed off. I don't know why i bother asking you certain questions when i know the answer will end up disappointing me anyway. I bring up people when I know i don't even want to say their names. I doubt everything you say when you usually don't even give me reasons to. I look when I shouldn't be.

I know i am so much better than what i put myself through. I just wish someone could tell me that i am, that what i'm doing is wrong, that i shouldn't be putting myself through this.. because i sure as hell don't listen to myself.. I'm stubborn and i still haven't learned how to swallow my pride when it comes down to this.

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It's days like today that really make me thankful for who is in my life. I didn't really do much but I guess that was the thing.. I don't have to do much when I'm with my friends because I'll be happy either way. I love my life and every single one of my friends that make everything worth the crazy ass ride.

I enjoy spending time with you because we never get to. We've fallen way in too deep.

I wonder if I'm supposed to be feeling this way. I really don't know what i'm doing or what i'm seriously getting myself into but for now i guess i'll have fun with it. Sorry in advance.

Who in their right fucking mind would ever possibly think this kind of situation I'm going through would happen to me?!

I love my life. Summer 2010, you were my bitch & i made the best of it. I'm pretty sure my last day of summer was nothing short of fun :) hehe. Shit happens when you least expect it. Know fucking that.