Monday, February 9, 2009

goodbye to you - michelle branch

i'm so fucking dumb. i can't believe i have placed myself in this situation like seriouslyyyyy. it makes me want to punch your freaking face even more. but seriously.. who asks someone that & expects for someone to not think there is no meaning behind it! omg i really feel like i hate you but i know i don't have the guts to. you make me want to cry but i've been such a fkcing rock lately that i can't even shed a tear. i never even think before i say shit either. i am so dumb =(

.. love to hate ya & hate to love ya. i really wish i could get on with the fkcing get go & leave you behind.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

nothing lasts forever - maroon 5

true story. officially deaddd, i could feel it. expect the unexpected. i could pretend none of this happened, maybe.. or maybe in a week it'll change. maybe shmaybe. boys have cooties. chocolate covered strawberry's and cream puffs<33. i could list all the so many things i find wrong about you and just a few for what i do like.. & the what i like about you side still beats your neggy's. you suck & make me mad!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

now who would've thought

life's feelin like a million bucks & bags of gold. happy february! the weather has been putting me in the most bangin-est moods ever. + good talks with people you'd least expect to have one with makes me happy too..


& i realized this isn't gonna be a repeat of 06, so congrats to me cos that'd be a huge waste of time. i'm just gonna go with the flow & not take any bs. holla.

<333333333 one step at a fkcin time. we changin lives babyy

Saturday, January 31, 2009

=)

the one reason i like this time of year is cos of YLSS. i'm in such a good mood, yeeboy.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

warwick avenue - duffy

i really think too much. my head might just blow up one of these days, lol just kidding. anywho's i miss you, actually i miss ALOT of people. ugh! i feel like i live in a nutshell sometimes. i mean it's not bad at all to have alone time but i'm just saying.. lol. i kinda hate saying the same thing when i'm catching up with a good friend.. "oh nothing really. same old stuff, nothing really happening" hahah. how sad. or maybe sht is happening to me but i just don't realize it. ughghg. movingggg on.. i finished catcher in the rye.. i really like that book especially the last page. i wanna re-read it again cos i read it so chopped up since we had assignments for english class. i wish i could drive already tho cos i just wanna go drive to barnes & noble and waste my life away there reading good ass books, lol. i'm so proud of myself that i've been reading so muchhh! i used to never pick up a book, just magazines & sht. speaking of books, i really hate when someone in my class is just that dumb and doesn't interpret a friggen question right. like seriously, i really think some of these people don't ever get alone time for themselves to just think about life. i think everyone should have that once in a while cos it can really help you realize so much more. my english teacher has like the best topics to have discussions about but some of these people just kill the mood with their dumb comments. i think me and english teacher would have the best conversations. she's like the sht when it comes to that stuff, hahah. okay this is getting to long and pretty pointless. tooodlez!


PS i swear this is like a repeat of 06, ewwwwwwwwwww shoot me now!!