becus i'm in such a bittersweet mood right now, i'm just going to rant away my thoughts.. but thank God one of my looovelies<3 is keeping me sane/cracking up with our "randommm but.." conversation.

so i kinda hate when people take forever to respond to texts when you definitely know they are not doing anything at 4:00 in the morning & they most definitely were mad quick to text you back at the beginning of your text-conversation! i wish had the guts to hate you becus you give me so many reasons to but deep down in my cold, bitter heart of mine, i 've still got something left. i'm so tired of wondering and being so confused of what i'm going through. i don't want to be friends with someone who i know i'd just be another person you were close to & a person of your past. i don't want to be just another piece in a niggas game. i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired! i hate hate hate not feeling good enough for the damn world. i'm tired of constantly setting myself up for disappointments after disappointments. i seem to want to end everything before it's meant to even be ended at all. things already seem so different and i'm not sure if i made the right choice, even though it's such a small, teeeny weeeny, insignificant change i did. it's as if i'm the only one being left in the dust. i'm so patiently impatient, if that makes any kind of sense. this really sucks.

i'm craving sushi, wtf. END rant. i'm tiyud now. g'night & toodlez!